Writing on the Wall

One of the most awesome things about being single and on my own, is that I live alone, with a baby. Therefore, I have the complete freedom to put anything I want up on my wall. When I was in the Dream Centre, I found that when I put up special scriptures on my wall, I would find myself meditating on them often, and it helped me through the hardest 2 years of my life. Those scriptures brought me peace and comfort.

Now that I am in my own appartment, I have carried on that tradition in my new home, and have various scriptures hanging on my walls, in many different places. I have also found the secret of goal acheivment, and that is to have a list of goals upon my wall, so that I am constantly reminded of my own personal "to-do" lists.

Well, tonight I have this test to write. It's for school, and to be honest, I have been having  a hard time getting into the my school cycle. I am finding University to be very chanllenging. The most challenging is doing all the homework and keeping up. I find that when I am at home, all I want to do is clean, and facebook, and watch rediculous shows that I normally, never watch. It's so strange.

So as I am avioding a test tonight (which is in an hour) I have so many thoughts running through my head. Why am I doing this? How imporatant is this to me? Should I be rethinking my plans for my future? Is business really my thing? I decided to write down WHY I am doing this, and put it on my wall. My wall now reads:

MY GOALS: TO OBTAIN THE SKILLS NEEDED TO RUN OR MANAGE A SUCESSFUL BUSINESS; BE IT FOR-PROFIT OR NON-PROFIT.

That is what I want for my life. I don't just want to be in an entry level position forever. I want to be able to take more responsibility at work and in life. I want to be able to help a business acheieve its goals and ultametiatly, help people. I still have dreams of running a recovery centre or a halfway house or something like that. My heart is with the homeless and God knows how bad I want to help.

Anyhoo, I had better get ready for this test. Corporate Social Responsibility and Ethics!!